Battle on...

Last night, as I was lying down to sleep God opened my spiritual eyes to let me see what He was doing in me. It was not my imagination, it was too...divine. I saw my friends - one by one - within reaching distance, then like lightning, so so far away. Like a hole being dug into my heart, every time it happened I felt so alone - every time, deeper and deeper within me. Then, filling up. Overflow. Christ. Overwhelmed. Friends are important...but do not lean on them over Me. Trust Me, for I Am. Power.

Then, far off, just in sight were two warriors. Striking at each other. Hard. Fast. Many times one attempting to advance, but forced back furiously. Then I had this overwhelming knowledge that this fight was over the rights to my spirit, to my being. I had an amazing feeling of safety and longing for Christ. It was strange, but not frightening. Peaceful, yet disturbing. Clarity...