curious of the new things

i have been wondering a lot lately about what the rest of my life is going to be like...

what are my kids going to look like? will i be able to sleep at all at night with somebody else in my bed? will my morning breath scare her away? will her morning breath be as bad as mine is? where are we going to buy our first home? when (if) we move to a different state, where and why would we go? what kind of cars will we own when we're 30? 40? 50? would we ever leave our church? if so, why? will i stay in this job for another year? 2 years? 10 years? will we ever be able to own a boat? sailboat or motorboat? what is the most serious problem Brenna and i will ever face together? individually? what will we look like when we're old?....

the list goes on, but you get the point. i think it's really fun to imagine what life is going to be like...but even more so, i am super excited to live it out and actually see what it becomes. this newness is so fun and exciting...and a little scary too. i've never been the man of house...will i be good at it? only God knows what He wants to do with me and my family, but i do know one thing...as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.

rain

Stephanie posted about God raining blessings and it made think of rain.

I enjoy rain...do you? It's just so refreashing. It cleanses things...it's just fresh. I'd never move to an overly rain place; in fact, Nevada really makes you appreciate rain because we dont get it that often. In itself, rain is a blessing to me. I love rain...

it's been a while

isnt that a staind song? anyway...it has been a while since my account worked. i tried all those stupid little fixes to get my blogger account going, but nothing worked until this morning. i kept asking support to just reset my password to my birthday or something, but all they kept doing was sending me pasted in auto responses to go here, try this, do that...uhhggggg!! oh well, thats life eh?

moving on....
for those of you who havent heard the good news, Brenna and I are getting married on 10/21...yes...of 2006! no typos here guys...it's the truth. it is such an amzing thing how God has prepared us for each other over years of our friendship. but He waited until just now to give us the most exciting news that He had prepared our hearts to be ready for each other at exactly the same time. when we talked in May about her summer visit this little spark caught my heart and started this whole process...something was different about both of us at that exact time...it was - is - just right. i am so pleased to have found a person, a very attractive one i might add, that is so equally yoked with me. i look forward to the blessing and challenges of our soon to be marriage....mmmmmm....so excited.....

prayer and support always accepted :)